Tim needs help!!

[VERY METAL]

I really screwed up a couple days ago. I had the shittiest day ever and it kept getting worse as the minutes flew by. This was enough to make me do some dumb things such as start a big nasty fight with alice (mayhemette as you know her here). I did a couple other things after that seeing that my day couldnt possibly get any worse.
She kicked me out of her life and house.
I admitted that the whole thing was my fault ad that my actions and words were hurtful, and I apologized and asked her forgiveness. I told her i learned a really hard lesson from this and that I didnt want to end the great thing we have over this. She wouldnt accept my apology and told me i need to go think about things..
My question: what am i missing? I'm used to just ending it (the relationship not my life.) and going for a bottle of Vodka and my gun cleaning kit (see below) at this point. But I dont want to lose this one. I love alice.
-tim

Note: The Vodka and Gun Cleaning Kit thing makes me laugh. We bought a 5th and a Gun cleaning kit last week at meijer. the look on the cashiers face was priceless.

[Fred G Sanford]

The women that we dicide to let into our life are all pretty special, but there is no woman worth killing yourself over. If you really love her, just give her some space and let her cool off a bit. If she's the right one for you she will come back into your life somehow. If not ... find another

[ColleenCaffeine]

I hardly know her but yeah I totally dig alice too..she is cool ,beautiful and smart...if you really truly love her never give up...whats worth having is worth fighting for...if she wants time and you to think ,than give her the time and go think but keep letting her know how important she is to you..I feel that love always wins...

[VERY METAL]

fredgsanford said:

The women that we dicide to let into our life are all pretty special, but there is no woman worth killing yourself over. If you really love her, just give her some space and let her cool off a bit. If she's the right one for you she will come back into your life somehow. If not ... find another

Sorry, i didnt see how i wrote that, I went back and edited my original post. I meant end the relationship. the world would never survive without me.

[Fred G Sanford]

haha Tim,
Well it's great to hear you're gonna be with us for a while

[mikeyspit]

Ya can`t make her forgive you...I suggest just stepping away.like freddy said,she may learn to miss you,and as coll said,when she does come back,let her know how shitty you feel
Whatever happened..something in her broke.Let her mend,and then she needs to be convinced how sorry you are.
Needless to say,we`ve all done stupid things,and although we don`t feel good about them,some of those things we keep doing,and thats what others are afraid of

[VERY METAL]

thanks!
If i did something wrong and new it, it wouldnt be so bad. this is where someone saw a bad situation and a weak point and thought they would "help" it along.

[mayhemette]

Wow..
I didn't know the news got here, too..

Pass the Vodka, you can keep the gun cleaning kit..

[mayhemette]

admin said:

I hardly know her but yeah I totally dig alice too..she is cool ,beautiful and smart...

Thanks Colleen.. I love compliments..
... and the other stuff you wrote made sense, too..

[VERY METAL]

Well as things have progressed since this was started, I have been informed of what everyting was about and its a little different now. All I knew at the time is that I was in a lot of trouble and had no clue what for. I told you (ali) that this Choking Susan board is where my friends are. No one bullshits anyone here. These people here would tell me if i was wrong and I could trust advice or help i might get here. es mi familia aqui

[mayhemette]

And they did give you some good advice..
especially MikeySpit:
"Needless to say,we`ve all done stupid things,and although we don`t feel good about them,some of those things we keep doing,and thats what others are afraid of"

That goes for both parties involved...

[mikeyspit]

It was???

[VERY METAL]

Tim wen t and had a beer tonite.

[VERY METAL]

I havent had a beer all year, and i finally went out and hung out with a friend. We ate buffalo wings and beer in a very noisy BWW restaurant. I havent been out with a friend in so long (where it wasnt about something business related). We talked about all kinds of stupid stuff, but thats why it was cool. Wow, maybe next i'll be going to the bar again by myself just to go....

[mayhemette]

Holy Cow!
I thought you meant root beer when you said you had a beer!

[VERY METAL]

You have (or had) my keg o' root beer. ..unless you gave it to your party guests last week. How's my box of Lucky Charms doing? Give that away too? Yeah, I had my first alcoholic drink since q's christmas party. I couldn't finish it. Me and beer don't get along too well. I think I'd like my tequila better.

[mayhemette]

Nope..
Your box of Lucky Charms is being held for ransom..
Terms and conditions of the above mentioned ransom will be made known to you at a later time..

[bdog]

I find that no matter what you do, good or bad, there are always going to be complications and consequences. Strive for finding the lemonade and ignoring the gravel... it's not fun to chew.

Your lucky numbers are 14, 23, 84, and 6

[VERY METAL]

i'm cracking up over the lucky numbers thing.... always good for a laugh from you... thanks!

[bdog]

OH, I make you laugh? What?! Am I a clown for you? Am I a "hi there, ho there" mouseketeer for you to get a chuckle at my words? Huh?

Well...


...uh....

good, glad you got a smile?


That'll be fifty bucks, bub.

[mayhemette]

So...
Tim brought his computer over...
I'm starting to think this is serious..

[ColleenCaffeine]

the computer???
the closet???
a kitty?
yes ,most definately serious